gUd bye 2009......

today is 31 december 2009....n 1 january 2010 will coming 10 minutes from now...
so many things happen in this year....
suka, duka, seday, n ujian paling aku rasakan sukar tuk lupa kn....org yg kusyg yg telah berikan jagaan n didikan sejak dr kecil telah kembali ke rahmatllah pd awal muharam yg lps(17 dis 09).....smoga roh arwah abah b'sama2 org b'iman.....amin...i'Allah....

thn ni jgk aku mendapat pengalaman menjd seorg pendidik...wlu pn cuma 6 bln, ttp kenangan b'sama mereka mmg t'pahat dihatiku.....doaku smoga mereka trus mengorak langkah demi mendapatkan kejayaan serta keredhaan dr-NYA di dunia n akhirat... amin...

Tidak t'kecuali diri ini dberikn ujian dlm kehidupan.....dip'temukan dgn seseorg yg aku rasa kn dpt mendidik ku...dan akhirnya dipisahkan......aku anggap setiap p'temuan ade p'pisahan...dr pd p'temuan itu, aku dpt blajar, tidak smua yg mempelajari agama mempelajari sepenuhnya aper yg dia telah pelajari...dan kdg2 ilmu yg sedikit itu, jika diamalkn, dia lebih baik dr org yg mempunyai ilmu yg banyk ttp tidak m'amalknannya....DIA maha mengetahui aper yg t'baek tuk diri kite....n setiap ujian yg diberikan oleh-NYA adlh setara dgn kemampuan tuk kite m'hadapinya....dan setiap ujian dan kesusahan yg diberikn oleh-NYA, akn t'sedia kemanisan yg akan ku temui nanti...yg aku sdr tidak tahu bilekah mase t'sebut...hanya DIA yg maha mengetahui....i'Allah...

Di p'tghan tahun ini,dlm 20jun09... aku menyambung plajaran ku di pringkat sarjana dlm bidang penddkn matematik di UPSI....Alhamdulillah "Allah memberikn rezki aku dlm menuntut ilmu" itu pesanan dr arwah abah semasa dia sakit untuk ku....insyaAllah aku akn lakukan yg t'baek tuk habiskn pengajian d cni....thanks GOD bg peluang ini untuk ku, dan smoga KAU p'MudaHkan n keberkatan dLm setiap langkah ku dlm menuntut ilmu...amin...i'Allah....

Ermm, Just that 2 say b4 new year 2010 will b-come...

Setiap yg diuji akn mendpt kemanisan nye jika semasa diuji, dia b'sabar d b'takwa pdNYA...
Ya Allah, moga di tahun baru yg bakal menjelang ini, kau ampunkn sgala dosa2 ku..limpahkan kurniaan rahmat Mu pd ku yg hina ini....smoga p'jalanan di tahun 2010 nanti memberikan sejuta manfaat buat diriku, Ummi, serta adik-b'adik ku.....dan peliharalah kami di bwh p'lindungan mu dr melakukan p'kara2 yg Engkau larangi....amin...amin....ya Rabbal 'Alamin.....InsyaAllah.....

it's call about life....

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further
when you're headed for the
ground,
And there is nothing more
painful than to let you're
feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and
feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if
you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,

I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll alway be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....